Uncertain

The past few days have been a roller coaster of sorts, at least emotionally for me. I won't get into specifics, but I feel tired, emotionally-stressed, and singled out most, if not all times. You can call it whining if you want because that's exactly what it is.

Here I am, diligently doing my art, treating it like work, and have had several promising leads, but I feel my life is like a boat being tossed about in the ocean. All this, of course, affects the acrylics, the pen and ink, pencils, watercolor and other media I use.

I have finished 4 pieces of Artwork, in a matter of almost 4 months, including the 7x5 behemoth I gave Ana. Quite fast if you stop and think, that I have almost always never painted full time. In any event the show goes on. April 30th looms nearer, the coordination between myself and the other Artists, the Xavier mural commission, and meeting with Johnny has me having very high personal expectations.

This cannot and will not fail.

I'm sorry for this shrill outburst, but I will admit to feeling better.